Keeping myself occupied have managed to keep my spirit up and emotion sound.
But at times alone.....thoughts tend to drift to him...my dad....
This incident had totally overshadowed my recent Japan trip...
I have been thinking alot recently......still thinking now...
So many what if, so many regrets, so many things that both of us can work on..but it is too late now.
The silence of the house is so deafening now.
