Sunday, November 30, 2008

Wrong Message

My previous post had given people some wrong message.

I called you and you did not answer or return call.

This is for you.

I don't know where you are getting at.
Joining my bro's for a drink and sing session, is just a drink and sing session.
And people of different trade or choice of lifestyle does not make them a lesser person.
Oh BTW, TLC i was hoping for is yours.

I understand your work is not easy.
I try to understand and ask you and talk about it with you, hoping that getting it off your chest will makes you feel better.

Did it come across you that I have my own set of problems.
I am not robot. But i am surviving alone, with self motivation and trying to be positive.

Did you ever ask about me?

I keep myself busy with books, dramas, soccer, gaming, work, coffee with friends, etc etc.
It keep me going for awhile.

I know you are not the typical type. So i try not to begrudge you of it.

But I am really disappointed recently.

Instead of telling me to take care or wish me a safe journey or enjoy.
You are unhappy that i cant bring you along.
when i returned and sms you that i am back. your reply was a cool " your car in my carpark "

Thanks

Maybe this song is more for me.

你没想像中爱我 - 石欣卉
“不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿拾么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂莫”