Happy Christmas!

I had a simple Christmas but a very happy Christmas, cos i have Dear Princess by my side.

Thanks for the beautiful watch dear.

And the very very nice card that i love a lot!


All i wish for every Christmas is having you by my side.

范逸臣-无乐不作

Positive me becomes Negative!

HELP!

Wrong Message

My previous post had given people some wrong message.

I called you and you did not answer or return call.

This is for you.

I don't know where you are getting at.
Joining my bro's for a drink and sing session, is just a drink and sing session.
And people of different trade or choice of lifestyle does not make them a lesser person.
Oh BTW, TLC i was hoping for is yours.

I understand your work is not easy.
I try to understand and ask you and talk about it with you, hoping that getting it off your chest will makes you feel better.

Did it come across you that I have my own set of problems.
I am not robot. But i am surviving alone, with self motivation and trying to be positive.

Did you ever ask about me?

I keep myself busy with books, dramas, soccer, gaming, work, coffee with friends, etc etc.
It keep me going for awhile.

I know you are not the typical type. So i try not to begrudge you of it.

But I am really disappointed recently.

Instead of telling me to take care or wish me a safe journey or enjoy.
You are unhappy that i cant bring you along.
when i returned and sms you that i am back. your reply was a cool " your car in my carpark "

Thanks

Maybe this song is more for me.

你没想像中爱我 - 石欣卉
“不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿拾么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂莫”

TLC

Tired recently, wonder due to what.

Maybe it is time that i need some TLC.

Drained............

Even Mount Everest couldn't boost my mood much.

Having Fun

Good Old Songs! (Updated)

Update : Finally settled my CDs appetite.
Princess bought 王傑 greatest hit for me. 3 CDs..OMG.
and i bought the album, CrossRoad from Bon Jovi.

I managed to find some old CDs at mum's place too.
Will sort them out once i have time.

Recently, i have a great desire to find the greatest hits CDs by some singers and groups.
( Maybe it is because of the movie, MAMA MIA )

Chinese POP Singer like 王傑（Dave, Wang Chieh ) and Good Old Band like Bon Jovi.

These are the classic songs that i used to sing along before.
They sure bring back lots of memories.................Good and Bad.

一場遊戲一場夢
我要飛
為了愛夢一生
英雄淚
我
是否我真的一無所有
I be there for you
Keep the Faith
Always
Bad Medicine
Bed of Roses

Fantasy Novels

Finally, i had caught up with Raymond E.Feist, author of my fav fantasy novels.

I had read from The Riftwar Saga Series to The Darkwar Saga Series ( Into a Dark Realm ), Total 24 books including the other novel; Faerie Tale!!!!

I can't wait the final chapter of The Darkwar Saga, Wrath of a Mad God.
I must pop by Sans Bookshop soon to check on the published date for Paperback.

Meanwhile i am reading the book one of The Wheels Of Time Series,
The Eye of the world by Robert Jordan. Recommended by my younger brother.

The Riftwar Saga
Magician (1982)
Silverthorn (1985)
A Darkness at Sethanon (1986)

The Empire Trilogy
Daughter of the Empire (1987) with Janny Wurts
Servant of the Empire (1990) with Janny Wurts
Mistress of the Empire (1992) with Janny Wurts

Krondor's Sons
Prince of the Blood (1989)
The King's Buccaneer (1992)

The Serpentwar Saga
Shadow of a Dark Queen (1994)
Rise of a Merchant Prince (1995)
Rage of a Demon King (1997)
Shards of a Broken Crown (1998)

The Riftwar Legacy
Krondor: The Betrayal (1998)
Krondor: The Assassins (1999)
Krondor: Tear of the Gods (2000)

Legends of the Riftwar
Honoured Enemy (2001) with William R. Forstchen
Murder in LaMut (2002) with Joel Rosenberg
Jimmy the Hand (2003) with S. M. Stirling

Conclave of Shadows
Talon of the Silver Hawk (2003)
King of Foxes (2004)
Exile's Return (2005)

Darkwar Saga
Flight of the Nighthawks (2005)
Into a Dark Realm (2006)
Wrath of a Mad God (2008) - Not yet published in paperback

Other Novel
Faerie Tale (1988)

Demonwar Saga
Rides a Dread Legion (2009) Planned release March 2, 2009
Return of the Demon King (2010) Not yet published

Chaoswar Saga
A Kingdom Besieged (2011) Not yet published
A Crown Imperiled (2012) Not yet published
Magician's End (2013) Not yet published

The books info are from wikipedia.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Raymond_E._Feist#Darkwar_Saga

Toyota Vios For Sale! --------- SOLD

Toyota Vios 1.5L auto

Bought Feb 2005

Warranty frm Borneo Motor till Feb 2010

Accident Free

OMV : $12305

COE : $18200

PARF : $11315

PRICE NEG.

ME!

June 30, 1976

Lucky Color:	Amber
Personality Strengths:	Attractiveness, Peace
Personality Weakness(es):	Impatience
Successful Career Path:	Fashion
Sense of Humor Style:	Raunchy
Adjectives to Describe You:	domineering, enterprising
Description: Enterprising and creative - you see things that most people fail to even dream about. You see the world from a unique perspective and that gives you a natural advantage in most regards. Talented to the point of being almost prodigal, one can only hope that you utilize your talent and make something great of your life.

WHO AM I?????

Nice Show!

Who is KYLE?????

Toyota IST 2008 Info ( SCION XD )

Tokyo — TOYOTA MOTOR CORPORATION (TMC) announced today the nationwide launch in Japan of the completely redesigned "ist" compact hatchback through "Netz" dealers.

The first-generation ist, launched in May 2002, was praised for its quality and sophistication, setting new standards within the compact vehicle segment.

The second generation ist unveiled today, which has "New Style, New Position" as its theme, is designed to appeal to second-generation baby boomers who attach importance to the spirit of innovation and individuality. Not only is it a crossover hatchback developed with dynamic driving and easy operation in mind, it also has a new design that combines a compact 1.8-liter hatchback with an SUV, achieving strength and dynamism.

At less than 4 meters long by 1.7 meters wide, with 16-inch wheels and large tires, the new ist forms a silhouette that evokes a sense of stability and steadiness. Along with a strikingly designed and poised exterior, the vehicle features a unique interior that enhances the driver's pleasure.

The range of engines available has been upgraded from the 1.3-liter or 1.5-liter engine offered with the first-generation ist to a choice of either 1.5-liter or 1.8-liter engine, ensuring dynamic performance with power to spare. All models are equipped with SRS (Supplemental Restraint System) side and curtain shield airbags as well as a newly developed Active Headrest, achieving one of the best safety performances in the ist's class*. In addition, the ist achieves a level of fuel efficiency that exceeds Japanese government targets.

Vehicle Outline

Individualistic and Prominent Design
Development of the new ist was based on the Toyota brand design philosophy "Vibrant Clarity". The vehicle's unique crossover silhouette was formed by combining a body widened to 1.7 meters with a compact length that is less than 4 meters, evoking the strength and vitality of an SUV. The newly designed interior also enhances the pleasure of both riding in and driving the ist.
Exterior

The front features a wider track compared with the first-generation ist, creating a sense of stability and power.
The side emphasizes the individuality of the compact body with 16-inch wheels and sculpted body lines.
The rear creates a unique sense of presence with overhanging fenders and a powerful, broad look.
A total of eight body colors, including two new colors, are available for individualized styling.
Door mirrors with turning signals for enhanced visibility and a sporty muffler cutter are standard on all vehicles in the series.
Interior

The seemingly floating center console features smooth curves that flow beautifully like water over a protruding rock.
The concentric Optitron meters (with multi-information display) with speedometer and tachometer needles centered on concentric circles, creates an advanced radar-like feel.

Relaxing Interior Space
Ample room is provided for the rear seats, creating a relaxing interior space. The highly efficient package allows the space between the front and rear seats to be expanded by 30mm, while a change in the front seat slide rail structure creates 30mm more lateral leg room for the rear seats.
There is ample storage space in the vehicle and seats that can be arranged according to a particular need, enhancing functionality. Two-wheel-drive models feature rear seats with backrests that fold in a 60/40 split and a tilt-down mechanism, as well as seat sliding and reclining mechanisms, while four-wheel-drive models have double-folding rear seats with a seat reclining mechanism and backrests that fold in a 60/40 split.
The fully automatic air conditioning system features enhanced air cooling and heating performance, while consuming less energy and operating more quietly. In addition, a pollen removal mode filters out pollen, dust and other impurities from the air.
The vehicle also adopts Plasmacluster Ions®*, an air-cleaning technology, which fills the cabin with refreshing air consisting of an optimal ratio of positive and negative ions.
The Smart Entry & Start System uses a key that does not need to be removed from the driver's pocket to lock and unlock the doors, as well as a push button for starting the engine.
* "Plasmacluster Ions" is a registered trademark of Sharp Corporation.

Advanced Driving Performance
The newly adopted 1.8-liter engine employs Dual VVT-i (Dual Variable Valve Timing-intelligent) that optimizes both intake and exhaust valve timing to further enhance fuel efficiency for superior environmental performance and acceleration responsiveness.
The 1.5-liter engine is combined with a Super CVT-i (Super Continuously Variable Transmission-intelligent) for smooth acceleration and dynamic driving as well as excellent fuel efficiency and environmental performance.
The 16-inch wheels and large tires feature impressive styling and responsive handling.
Four-wheel-drive models adopt an active torque control system that contributes to driving stability regardless of road conditions.

Class Leading Safety Performance and Advanced Environmental Performance
The front-seat structures are based on the WIL (Whiplash Injury Lessening) concept and come with stronger seat frames and greater backrest give. They were designed based on analyses using THUMS (Total Human Model for Safety), incorporating an Active Headrest, which shifts to an appropriate position in order to reduce the risk of whiplash injury in a collision.
The SRS (Supplemental Restraint System) side and curtain shield airbags, are standard on all vehicles in the series.

The GOA (Global Outstanding Assessment) construction has been further enhanced to create an advanced collision-safety body structure. During collision tests under stricter-than-normal standards, the speed was set at 55km/h, and the vehicle was subjected to omni-directional, vehicle-to-vehicle collisions with a vehicle up to the 2-ton range. Through the use of a body that effectively absorbs collision impact by diffusing it throughout its structure, Toyota satisfied independent targets for survival space and occupant injury.
The body structure has been developed to further reduce pedestrian head injuries in an effort to achieve one of the highest levels of injury prevention in its class.
The 1.5-liter front-wheel-drive models boast a fuel efficiency of 18.0km/l in the 10-15 test cycle outlined by the Japanese Ministry of Land, Infrastructure and Transport (MLIT) with CO2 emissions under the test cycle just 129g/km, achieving fuel efficiency that exceeds by 10% the level called for by the Japanese 2010 standards*. Both NOx (nitrogen oxides) and NMHC (non-methane hydrocarbons) have also been reduced, meaning all models achieve emissions levels 75% lower than the 2005 standards under MLIT's Approval System for Low-emission Vehicles.

Eco-VAS (Eco-Vehicle Assessment System) — Toyota's original comprehensive environmental impact assessment system — was implemented to efficiently achieve overall reduction of environmental impact throughout the vehicle's entire lifecycle. Environmental targets were set in the initial vehicle development stage and a life cycle assessment was carried out to achieve a reduction of air contaminants and CO2, etc., throughout all stages of the vehicle's life from production and use to disposal.
A review of the materials, processing methods and adhesives used for interior parts resulted in a reduction in the amount of VOCs (volatile organic compounds) used, thereby also reducing the unpleasant odors emitted from such compounds and achieving the Japanese automobile industry's voluntary goals.
An Eco Driving Indicator lights up when the vehicle is being efficiently operated to raise the driver's awareness of environmentally considerate driving and contribute to higher fuel efficiency.
* Specified by the Japanese Law Concerning the Rational Use of Energy

TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND I

Attitude
"A pessimist is one who makes difficulties of his opportunities and an optimist is one who makes opportunities of his difficulties."~ Harry Truman

Love
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
~ Sam Keen

Friendship
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."~ Walter Winchell

Perseverance

"If you're going through hell, keep going. "

~ Winston Churchill

Motivational

"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."

~ Lao Tzu

Forgiveness

"To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you. "

~ Lewis B. Smedes

Happiness

"Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness.
Happiness is the way.
So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one."

~ Souza

Read more at www.inspirationalspark.com

Some Random Photos During This Year D&D

Keep It Simple

A Simple Man - Sang By Lobo

Where do butterflies go when it rains?
Who goes around & tucks in the trains?
What makes a teddy bear like to sleep?
Why do we all make promises that we can't keep?

Where do puppy dogs go when their sad?
And what do elephants say when their mad?
Who do you tell if you don't have a friend?
Why do we open our mouths and stick our foot in?

These are the things that bother me,
Not a lot of things across some sea,
I don't even have a master plan,
I guess that I am just a simple man.

Where do robins sleep on the road?
And how can a little ant carry that load?
Why write words that we have to erase?
Why does everyone have more than one face?

A Show I Can't Forget

1. 請與我耐心地交往。
2. 請相信我。如果你相信我，我就變得幸福。
3. 我也有心靈。請別忘記。
4. 如果我不聽你的話，那時候我必定有理由。
5. 請多一點對我說話。我不會說人的言詞,可是我理解你說什麼。
6. 請別打我。請你想起來,如果我認真得與你比力氣，我比你強。
7. 我老了之後,我們是永遠的好朋友吧?
8. 你每天上學,有很多朋友。可是我只有你。
9. 我能生活僅僅十年左右,所以請你多一點與我在一起。
10. 我死的時候，請你在我身旁。請記住,我一直愛你...

August

Busy August

- Assist in NUS Roadshow
- NDP Preview
- 7th Month Preparation & Dinner
- Shi Hao's Wedding
- Singapore Fireworks Festival
- COMEX SHOW
- Preparation for SIP Roadshow
- Preparation for Cambodia Product Launch
- Engage Commercial SI and Dealers

Never a month so busy.
But good to be busy.

My Life

What i want in my life?
Quite vague and always changing when u becomes older.

Money?
Security?
Health?
Love?
Career?
More Money???
LOL...

I guess to me at certain point of time in my life i did want some other things.

But in general all i hope and wish for is peace of mind.

In Short,
1.Stable Job with Sufficient Income to feed the one i love and myself.
2.To eat nice food yet trying to keep as healthy as possible.
3.Travel and see more of the world.
4.And knowing someone will always be there for you.

What about you?

Deal Done!

Hope everything is smooth.

EPL STARTING SOON!

I had canceled my SCV a few months back.
Now the EPL Season is starting soon.
How am i gonna get the kick?

SOPCAST to the rescue!!!!
Had been using SOPCAST to watch EURO2008 and Charity Shield Match last weekend.

Not So Fantastic Clear and Quality inconsistent, But it is FREE!

Hmmm ..White look nicer!

I think I like this car

Me, Myself & Janius

No more TeppanYaki at Compasspoint Sakae Sushi

Sigh, so where can i get my regular kick of Teppan???
Why they closed it????

Now what should i treat myself to for Sunday Lunch?

Sad..............

Perplexing!

What have i done to receive such treatment?

My New Hobby

Sad Story

How Could You? by Jim Willis

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When I was a puppy I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" - but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub.

My housetraining took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed, listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs," you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.

Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love.

She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" - still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy. Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love."

As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears and gave me kisses on my nose. I loved everything about them and their touch - because your touch was now so infrequent - and I would have defended them with my life if need be.

I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams. Together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway. There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf.

Now you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family.

I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog or cat, even one with "papers." You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life. You gave me a goodbye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you. You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too.

After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?"

They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago. At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you - that you had changed your mind - that this was all a bad dream...or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me. When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited.

I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room. A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table, rubbed my ears and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood.

She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?"

Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself - a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place. With my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not meant for her. It was you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of. I will think of you and wait for you forever.

May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.

The End

Tired

PC SHOW again. Day 2 now.

Sales not good enough, missed today's target.
I hope we can achieve the overall target.
Got to work harder and pray for better crowd and buying power.

Reached home at 11plus pm, so freaking tired and sore sole.
( age is catching up on me :( )
Still must send sales update to bosses and reply emails.
( and so bad luck, have 3 urgent quotes to prepare, Haix )

By the time i am done, it is about 1am.

Going to slp now with a heavy and disappointed heart and tired body.

<折翼的天使>

人は目に映る分かりやすいモノを信じてしまう。
人們會相信眼睛看到的容易理解的東西。

それが、価值あるモノかも確かめずに…
也不確認那是否有價值…

でも、本当に大切なものは身近にある。
但是、真正重要的東西就在身邊。

空気のように見えないけれど、そこにある。
像空氣一樣看不見、但確實在那裡。

人には、必ず二つの顏がある。
無論是誰都有兩張臉。

醜い面だけが、あなたのすべてじゃない。
只有醜的一面，不是你的全部。

大事なのは、目をそむけずに自分と向き合うこと。
最重要的是，不要迴避面對自我。

その二つの面があってこそ、人なのだから。
正因為有了那兩張臉，才是人類。

Bang Wall

Fav Japan Photos - Taken By Lomo Camera

My Watch

Gotten it during my Japan trip.
I think this is the first watch i had bought for myself.
Watch brand is Wired - Sub Brand of Seiko. ( http://w-wired.com/ )
It displays date, day and 24hrs.
But Alas, not automatic, running on battery that last about 3 years.

Nice?

NEW BABE IN TOWN!

Me and My Reading

I read alot, My Princess always say i am torturing my eyes.

I don't know why, i just get bore easily if i am not reading,

and i just like reading alot.
Newspapers, Magazines, Comics, Novels, Soccer News on HP Etc Etc.

My reading pleasure

Newspapers - Start the day with Todays or Mypaper,

continue at Noon with The New Paper and end at night with The Straits Times.

Magazines

I will grab a free copy of HWN or GameAxis or

First Magazine free from office if i need something to read,

but sometimes i will read Entertainment or Cars Magazines as well.

Comics

Most Japs and Taiwanese Comics and some old time fav like

Garfield, Snoopy, Calvin and Hobbs, don't mind Archie once a while.

Novels

use to only read most novels with modern story backdrop, books from Jerry Archer, Dean R Koontz, Stephen King and some books like Shopaholic, Tuesday with Morrie.

But i am into fantasy now, addicted, can't stop reading,

i had finished a few books within a span of 3 weeks.

One of my fav Comics Artist - 安達 充, Adachi Mitsuru

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mitsuru_Adachi

Some of his works

My recent addiction - Fantasy Novels

It started off with the Sword of Truth Series by Terry GoodKind

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sword_of_Truth

But what capture me totally is the Riftwar Saga by Raymond E.Feist
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Riftwar

Do you read?

No Longer The Same

Some how i am no longer what i am.....something changes

I can't deny that they don't affect me.

Dad
Every old uncles remind me of him. Every time i go home i will see his images.
I miss the food he cooks, i even hope he call me..to buy dinner or newspaper....but it is all too late now.

Peng
I fear to listen to those familiar Jap dramas theme songs ( GTO, Beach Boys, Long Vacation, Under One Roof ) as they remind me of the times where we brothers were so crazy over them.

Singing and drinking with my brothers now a day, somehow i can feel a tinge of sadness within us brothers, as we all understand deep inside we miss him so much.

DEFLATED!!!

DEFLATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Flight Delay

This is my 3rd trip in April.
And my first flight delay by Silk Air due to Engine 2 refused to start.
From 8am flight delayed till 1145am.
Kind of rush for me later in Cambodia, as my appt with client is 2 pm Cambodia Time.

So boring at the airport.
Had a free meal at the cafe at Silk Air expense ( S$8.50 Max )
And played 2 games of Fifa Soccer on X360 and tried the Osim foot massager.

I hope the replacement plane is problem.
Be boarding soon.

Bye!

Happy Moments!

Spirit

Keeping myself occupied have managed to keep my spirit up and emotion sound.
But at times alone.....thoughts tend to drift to him...my dad....
This incident had totally overshadowed my recent Japan trip...

I have been thinking alot recently......still thinking now...
So many what if, so many regrets, so many things that both of us can work on..but it is too late now.

The silence of the house is so deafening now.

FREAKING BAD LUCK!!!!

I am at Trader's Hotel now in KL, stupid contact lens broke and a piece is stuck in my right eye.

Damn irritating. I wonder if i slp with it in my eyes, tomorrow will my eyes get infected or damage....What should i do!!!! .................

Update: The len's piece was removed......Nightmare ended

A Song I like From a Talented Composer/Singer

歌手：黄舒骏 专辑：改变1995

关于恋爱症候群的发生原因
至今仍然是最大的一个谜
不管性别年龄职业体重学历长相和血型
没有一个人可以免疫
有些专家学者研究后相信
恋爱是内分泌失调所引起
却有别人认为恋爱属于滤过性簿
象感冒无药可救但会自动痊愈
不管你同不同意
自古到今许多例子证明
恋爱不但是一种病态
它还可能是一种变态
一般发病后的初期反应
会开始是改变一些生活习性
洗澡洗得特别干净
刷牙刷得特别用力
半夜突然爬起来弹钢琴
有人每天站在阳台对路人傻笑
有人突然疯疯癫癫突然很安静
有人一脸痴呆对折镜子咬着指甲打喷嚏
有人对小狗骂三字经
女人突然改变发型
男人开始每天练着哑铃
食欲不振歇斯底里四肢萎缩神经过敏发抖抽筋
都出现在这时期
随着病情越来越变本加厉
人会变得格外敏感和恶心
写的说的唱的都想天才诗人一般才华洋溢
越肉麻越饿觉得有趣
有人恋爱之后每天躲在厕所哭泣
有人开记者会宣布恋爱的消息
有人总是喜欢两个人躲在黑漆漆的地方
象做了不可告人的事情
每天忙着找人算命
挖空心思改变自己配合对方的习性
把每天都当作纪念日
把自己当作纪念品
每天漫无目的腻在一起
言不及义也觉得好有趣
走着坐着躺着趴着都形影不离
象是两人三脚又象连体婴

心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管家里米缸有没有米
也不管路上有人示威抗议
只管爱你
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管海峡两岸统一问题
也不管衣索匹亚多少难民
只管爱你

经过一段轰轰烈烈热恋时期
不久就会渐渐开始痊愈
两人开始互相厌倦
互相攻击对方缺点
所有甜蜜都随风而去
然后开始从错觉和误解中清醒
惊讶自己为何如此不聪明
为了爱情不管一切
不顾父母朋友姐妹兄弟
开始感到后悔不已然后开始感到疲惫沉闷气喘心悸牙痛头痛梦呓
然后是精神不济瞳孔放大脾气暴躁四肢麻痹
终于受不了要分离
虽然结果颇令人伤心
了解之后也没什么了不起
爱情终究是握不住的云
只是我想要告诉你
在我落寞的岁月里
你的温柔解脱我的孤寂
带给我深深的狂喜
如此颤动我的心灵

轻轻诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你
不管是黑夜或是黎明
不管是梦中还是清醒
深深爱你
多么幸福
让我遇见你呜……
我要对你诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你

Table for 1?

Stressful day......with many rush issues and urgent communication to make.
Irritated by the sudden hiccup, and frustrated by the resulting tricky negotiation with client.

Packed train and tired body did not help my mood while making my way home during rush hour.

To reward myself for controlling my temper and to perk myself a bit, i decided to have dinner at Sakae Sushi....yes alone :P

Only 3 grps of ppl are ahead of me.. but queue was slow. I was drifting into deep thoughts about work and occasionally on phone with client. Then i noticed the lady behind me had been complaining for quite awhile about the long wait... pity her boyfriend. She tried to persuade her boyfriend to sit at Teppanyaki section but he refused.
( Anyway no seat there too, i had checked )

Finally after about 20mins wait, it was my turn, but i let the couple behind me have my turn, cause it was a big table... and for me..is such a waste. ( And to save the boyfriend )

I then realized, it is hard to get a table for 1.....
So ended up, i still sat on a table for 4. ( I became a weird scene. LOL )

Anyway the food was as good as usual. Better than Funan Sakae Sushi IMO. ( For Teppanyaki )

The End.....

First Show for 2008

I be here for that week.
Come see me if you are free :P
NEC No 1 in Japan!
Booth 8139

CNY Till Now

Hectic Feb...
Just to summarize it.

CNY
I had a good CNY , but abit tiring one.
We went to Furong in Negri Sembilan to stay with 5th Aunt, my mum younger sister.
Just for the record, my mum is the 4th.
Our 家族 in Malaysia is pretty big and we are much much closer to them than those in SG.

Nothing changes much there, babies grown bigger, Tok Tok is still small size, Qing is still tomboyish. But they are no longer the little boy and girl now. Oh ya, Peishi baby girl and 2nd Aunt grand child is so so so so cute.

The rest of CNY was spend mingling, updating, chatting with our cousins, uncles and aunties.
We picked up some new games too. 3 players MJ, tiles Rummy and 3 new ways to gamble with poker cards.

As we are new to all these games.... as expected, we did not fair well on the gambling table.

In between, we went to Genting, while on our way up, we were stuck halfway on mid mountain due to breakdown of the car we were travelling in.

But most of the time we just stayed at 5th Aunt house, as it was always full of our relatives :P
It feels alot like home. :)

To be continue.....

The only CNY gathering i had in SG was the one with my childhood friends, Shihao, Ben, ShiJie, Guohao, Ben Sis.
We gathered at ShiJie place to Lo Hei and drank some wine, courtesy from Ben. ( We shared the bill, he sourced for it )

We have this gathering almost every year, nothing much change, catching up and stuff like that.
But it was a bit different as ben's Sis baby girl was around this time, and she created much laughter and put smile on our faces with her antics.

She was shy and crying alot last year, but this year she was on a constant high, very active and not that shy at all.

What a year has change a little baby :P

Home Sweet Home? Nah......

Going home for some ppl brings comforting thoughts.
But for me, it is where the sulking man sit and scowl.

Only the wagging tail and Scooby pawsteps bring me comfort
before i dive straight into my sanctuary, my room.

From Here to Paternity - Matt Dunn

Well... my first library book for 10years turns out to be a winner.
It is one of the best book i ever read, highly recommended for guys. ( Gals too :P )
Touching, Hilarious, Witty with some true insight on guy's mind.

When i borrowed it from the library, i wondered whether i can finish it in 21 Days..but guess what, i finished the book in 5 days only.....

I am gonna find his other 2 books, Best Man & The Ex-Boyfriend's Handbook.
Hope they are as good.

Back to the library again.

My First Library Book for 10 Years

I was browsing in Seng Kang Library and this book captured my attention with its bright yellow cover.

The book is about a guy my age, going thru some mid life crisis / decision making period.

It will keep me company for my trip to Cambodia tomorrow.

Hope the book is good.

Finally!!

Finally i managed to have a good rest on Sat night..
Slept like a bear in hibernation.....

Time to get my yr 2008 started... :P

Another Sleepless Night? Hope not....

Tired.....
Hope i can sleep tonight.
Took a pill to help...
Hope it is effective.

Night All!

Sleepless 2008

Vicious Cycle.
Can't sleep the previous night.
So i had coffee this morning during work to keep awake.
And guess what, the coffee is still keeping me awake now.
Sighz. So tired, but still can't sleep.

Yr 2008

A step towards Yr 2008.
Hoping to leave behind footprints worth remembering.
Wanting avoid mistake done before.
Therefore i will be taking cautious little steps for this year.